Can’t stop thinking about a simple strong kiss… <3

Side note: Kisses on the forehead are my favorite :)

Good Morning:

Sorry for all the downer posts lately.  Haven’t been in a very positive mood… I’m trying to fix that…

Yesterday my sister (who is dating my ex’s roommate) said that the whole crew dislikes his new gf.  They say she starts drama and just overall they don’t like her.  At first this broke my heart - reminding me that I could have stayed and things would be better… Then I rememberd… I shouldn’t have stayed. 

I know it’s not good to wish bad things on people but at the same time I’m glad they’ve seen that I wasn’t a bad person.  I’m glad that for all the mean things they did to try and break us up they are finally seeing that it was a bad idea.  So I know I should be happy about their dislike of her but in a way I am…

I know I couldn’t keep compromising myself and I know I couldn’t stay in a relationship with someone that didn’t deserve to be with me but still… So my head and heart are at odds… what’s new?

I do have one question for people… How do I get over my trust issues? I get jealous very easily and I need any and all advice on how to get past this! Please and thank you!

Found out that my ex’s friends don’t like his new girlfriend… I don’t know why this makes the break up hurt more but it does… :-/

liliezencoach:

Love starts by yourself. You more than anyone else deserve your love. Drop your inner critic and find ways to be kind and loving to yourself today. You don’t need to be perfect to love yourself. Start by finding 5 things you like about yourself. Start by being grateful of who you are and where you are.

 Exactly what I needed this morning!

Five things I Like about Myself:

1. I have a big heart

2. I am a determined individual!

3. I have big goals/dreams

4. I am a great friend

5. I have a relationship with God

Very sick of my negativity lol

Time to get my life in order… I feel everything has become a little too chaotic…

This week I need to clean my room and my car… no excuses!

I know if my environment was a little less messy I could destress better!

Feeling soooo lonely :( I need to be cheered up bad!