November 2012
1 post
October 2012
2 posts
September 2012
1 post
Searching...
I feel that is the best way to put it… I’m searching. This year has been filled with ups and downs. I had friends bail on me, gained new friends, started a wonderful relationship and started my career. Overall I think 2012 is still in the win column.
However I’m still searching for Me. I’m working on my relationship with the Lord, though I know I am not giving it the...
July 2012
2 posts
Changing Myself!
Day 1: Yesterday I was pretty well behaved with my diet. With it being Sunday I did not work out.
Day 2 is today! I have already started the day well with a healthy breakfast. In approximately 1 hour I will hit the gym with my wonderful boyfriend and try my best to push myself through a nice leg workout and a run!
Later today we will be going grocery shopping to stock up on healthy foods!
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June 2012
5 posts
Joyful Abandon: Meditation: What are you waiting... →
lazyyogi:
Meditation: Practiced by countless people over thousands of years, integrated into numerous religions and spiritual paths.
Meditation: Scientifically proven to have a positive measurable effect with regard to managing pain, stress, focus, longevity, and brain function.
Meditation: Free to…
I need to start meditating ASAP
I'm coming home...
I do believe I’m coming back to blogging. Tumblr makes me feel at ease. I need that :)
May 2012
2 posts
January 2012
2 posts
shaktilover asked: Blessings for self discovery and conscious intention! :)
September 2011
27 posts
Your Kiss
Can’t stop thinking about a simple strong kiss… <3
Side note: Kisses on the forehead are my favorite :)
Heart vs. Head - Who Wins?
Good Morning:
Sorry for all the downer posts lately. Haven’t been in a very positive mood… I’m trying to fix that…
Yesterday my sister (who is dating my ex’s roommate) said that the whole crew dislikes his new gf. They say she starts drama and just overall they don’t like her. At first this broke my heart - reminding me that I could have stayed and things...
Hard to Breathe :-/
Found out that my ex’s friends don’t like his new girlfriend… I don’t know why this makes the break up hurt more but it does… :-/
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Mantra of the Day: Love Yourself
liliezencoach:
Love starts by yourself. You more than anyone else deserve your love. Drop your inner critic and find ways to be kind and loving to yourself today. You don’t need to be perfect to love yourself. Start by finding 5 things you like about yourself. Start by being grateful of who you are and where you are.
Exactly what I needed this morning!
Five things I Like about Myself:
1. I...
Good Bye Negativity
Very sick of my negativity lol
Time to get my life in order… I feel everything has become a little too chaotic…
This week I need to clean my room and my car… no excuses!
I know if my environment was a little less messy I could destress better!
Bad Month
Feeling soooo lonely :( I need to be cheered up bad!
My heart feels broken :-/ I feel like I’ve let myself down…
There is no way he knows what this is doing to me… It’s killing me :(
All over my mind
Can’t stop thinking about him… makes me worry that this already has affected our friendship…
I just want this to work out
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Yes I do... →
liliezencoach:
yogachocolatelove, body-movin, skinny-but-curvy,
Give up trying to be perfect. – The real world doesn’t reward perfectionists, it rewards people who get things done.
Give up comparing yourself to others. – The only person you are competing against is yourself.
Give…
One and Only
Morning:
Feeling really down this morning… I’m realizing I have very strong feelings for my best friend. Last night I told him we need to take a break from the physical relationship. I feel if it continues I’m setting myself up to get hurt.
Really focused on myself now. No more excuses. I still pray that things will work out with us but I just wish he’d stop being...
AWOL
Good Morning Folks!
Sorry for being AWOL for the past few days! Work has been busy and I’ve been on a rollercoaster of emotions. I wish I could get some advice — Hint hint :)
Thursday night I went out with my family to play trivia. It was enjoyable and I’m glad I went… but… my sister gave me back all my stuff from my ex’s house. She told me it was already...
Enlightened? Maybe...
I have a lot of those “Ah-Ha!” moments about myself. Then I feel great for about 3 minutes before my regular thoughts take me back down.
Recently I’ve had the “Ah-Ha!” moment about being jealous and not trusting others… Thinking to myself there is no reason to be jealous or to not trust… If someone is going to make a choice to be with someone else...
8 Bad Behavior Habits to Avoid Like the Plague |... →
liliezencoach:
“people will unknowingly carry around the baggage of bad behaviors — behaviors that hold them back from loving relationships, career growth, and general life happiness. They don’t realize they have infected themselves with habits that offend or even push people away.” …
“1. Guilt Tripping. The guilt tripper uses not-so-subtle strategies to let others know they aren’t happy about...
Fortune Cookie Day!
So three months ago today I received a fortune cookie. The fortune said: “Remember three months from this date. Good things are in store for you”
So today is the day. I started the day by having to leave work and go to the dentist to find out I have an infection and my tooth is starting to decay and needs to have the filling replaced…. Hoping that’s not the good I had...
Love Me Some Me!
I hope I didn’t wait too long to figure out how crazy I am for you! I’m mad that the song you played yesterday is EXACTLY how it is for me…
Going to hit the gym after work.. Hope to clear my mind and burn some stress…
Breaking Down
As I left work yesterday I started to cry. When I walked out of a stupid shoe store I started to bawl! Sometimes I can’t just be strong. Sometimes I’m a little less than strong. Sometimes I’m going to fall and break and that’s okay. I can’t get mad at myself for having emotions. I can’t be mad that I care like crazy… it’s a good thing, just...
Not My Day
Today just isn’t my day… the thoughts in my head overcame my ability to hold them back… Now my heart is not holding so strong…
This Head of Mine
My head is a dangerious place right now. I feel like it’s a mine field. Everything makes my heart hurt more. God? Please protect my heart :( It’s being held together by threads so loose that a strong wind could make it fall apart again.
The thought of what happened with my ex makes me hurt and the thought about the guy I like now going back with his ex makes it hurt worse. I just...
Confused...
Good Morning:
Help me out here… I’ve been friends with a certain person for about 6 years now. We’ve been flirty and very close over those years. Recently we started flirting with the line of friendship…
Now he and I both just got out of serious relationships and I believe are still afraid of getting hurt and have strong feelings for our ex’s…
So with...
Picking Myself Up
I have a long way to go but I’m going to get there. I know the amazing things I have to offer another person be it in friendship or a relationship. Someone is going to be lucky enough to see that :)
After a few talks and some possible news I’m feeling a little better. I know that God has a plan, I just need to be patient to see it. My ex hasn’t changed and God needed me to...
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Not a Good Start...
Morning:
So God is working hard to break me down. I’m hoping this means He’s planning to build me up better, stronger and happier…
Last night the guy I’ve started to have feelings for tells me he’s likely to be getting back with his ex…
This morning I find out my ex is with this girl that I thought was shady through our relationship…
Great timing...
Another Step :)
Great Morning!
Woke up and pushed myself to the gym! Glad I went because it felt great! After my shower I had some Special K Vanilla Almond! Yum!!! Then I packed my lunch and snacks :) Blueberries, blackberries, strawberries, hummus, triscits, a sandwich and a yogurt with granola!
Plans for after work are to clean and then yoga, reading and meditation! Then going to play trivia with the family...
August 2011
47 posts
Health and Wellness Pact!
Pact with Myself:
If I can get up and go to the gym every morning for the next week and eat decent every day then I will reward myself with a magazine subscription to Fitness Magazine (Sept 1st - Sept 8th)
If I can make it every morning till Sept 16th I’ll buy myself a subscription to Yoga magazine!
If I can work out at least 5 times a week for the next month and eat decent I will buy...
Reblog if it's okay to invade your ask box.
I’d love if people asked questions or made comments :)
Hope
I’ve decided to raise my expectations - Not just in a relationship but in all aspects of my life. I’m going to expect better of those around me and especially of myself. I’m not keeping company with those who hold me back, don’t offer support and spread negativity.
I’m cleansing myself of the past, the negative and those that seek to bring me down.
September 1st...
I am Enough!
I know it seems silly but Tumblr has been such a blessing for me during this break up. I am constantly reading encouraging messages and seeing beautifully inspiring pictures! It keeps me focused on myself and not making choices that are not good for me. It serves as a reminder of the beauty in the world and the joy that I am capable of having if I stop letting my thoughts cause so many issues.
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Rough Start...
Woke up this morning after a bad dream… kind of has me shaken. I don’t like starting my day off like that… Need some prayers and good thoughts please!
Going to sneak to Starbucks so as to keep my spirits high!
Goal:
Motivated!
I want a yoga body! Time to hit the gym hard and do yoga daily! I have TWO days to clean up my room so that I have the space needed for yoga!!
TWO DAYS!!!
Pandora
Loving Pandora today! Keeping my spirits high :)
